exam mode!!

after finish 2 paper on last mon & wed, here i am again...waiting for my last paper on coming sat!!so, exam mode is still on!! i am still waiting patiently for another week to totally exam free..sigh..counting down the days...!! after the one last paper i m officially done with my degree...i will have no more exam to face at least within this few years!!if u ask me am i not going to do my master?erm.... maybe i ll but not within this few years...!! i need to take a break in study!! =)

so wish me good luck in my final paper!!pray hard that i ll be graduating this coming august!!looking forward to my graduation trip with my frens. =)

my little secret: ***



Angel's heart
we had been apart for 76 days...

waving goodbye to my uni's life~

gals that cheer up my days...

looking back few months ago, i complained badly how my life sucks with so much uni stuff to be done. now im finally assignments free & left with last 3 papers of my degree. this week i m unofficially out of uni, no more lecturers or tutorials to be attended. when i finally handed up my final year thesis yesterday, my heart is full of joy & pride. Finally, i m stepping closer & closer to graduation!!

today due to the 1 semester end reason, we decide to hang out!! this should be done on wed since tat's the last day of class. since every1 is quite busy tat day, so we do it today as replacement!!

we had a lots of fun just sitting down talking & enjoying the food at the yum cha section!! after that head to sch to take some pics & of cuz do some group study!!

somehow, the feeling of almost graduate make me up & down!!the reason i m happy about is at last, after so many years of study i am at least getting something & i m heading home pretty soon!! i m sad cause my study life is gonna end & i start missing it again nover and over again!! with those frens who r always warm & take good care of me & all those nice lecturers i met here...i realise how blessed i am!!and this is it...end of my uni life...!!



Angel's heart
today is the 61 days...

when...

i have no idea since when, i m beginning to hate socialize with new peoples. sometimes they just don fit to my life, or in the other way is me who don fit into their life circle. i hate the feeling of feeling uncomfortable with some1 else, yes we did spend time together like most of the time but still i can feel that the connection between us is just WEIRD. but i cant find any specify reason to don like the new peoples i met. ( maybe that some1 did touch something i don like, such as being a Faker, keep presenting just to make me look like an idiot, big mouth bout the little secret we shared, bossing me to help up just to show how capable she is, etc...)i dunno how to say nice when is really not tat nice....if u r not happy with that, i cant do anything!!when u dunno anything just don pretend that u know everything, it is just not so right!! if u r a genius then u r, please stop boasting bout that!!i hate it when u r facing the guy u like, n u ll betray me, like i mean nothing to u just to impress him..is so DAMN !!i m really SICK of it~

i miss sticking with my old bunches of frens that know me so well & thought i don spend much time with them, they r irreplaceable.

i m starting to feel that i really don belonged here...or anyway!! i cant feel tat some particular person is really connected to me here, guess human being r selfish! they ll always make their own need & desire the 1st priority, who will really spend the entire time thinking wat's the best for some1 who will be just a passerby in few year times.

or maybe is me who disconnect all this possible connection peoples in my life which i know they will be some1 passerby in my life few years ahead!!


some how i miss my family, mr tong, my frens back in hometown & those i used to hang out with more & more...!! cause i know, they r some1 who is fit into my life circle no matter who i am~

i miss my little bro, the way he hugged me tightly in his small arms like i am his whole world~

Angel's heart
this is the 54 days, & i am couting down my days...