merry christmas!!

ho...ho...ho...
merry Christmas~
i love this festival a lots but tis year nothing special to me!
talked to mum, dad & lil bro just now
i was filled with their loves
though i am so far away, they still made me feel warm!!
i managed to send out some Christmas cards too
though not every1 appreciate it, it is still my heart!!
i m on vacation from tomorrow..
hope i ll enjoy my trip!!
everyone
have
a
BLESSED NEW YEAR!!

Angel's heart
my love for you is shaking...

*happy winter solstice*

passion fruit juice + mange glutinous ball that ready by ME~

though i am far away from home i still celebrate this festival, cause i m typically CHINESE!!
when i m young i used to have lots of fun making glutinous ball with my grandma, mum and sister. i used to make those flour paste into the shape i like, with smiley face, long one, short one square one any kind...when i m around 8 years old, i really did eat them too.
when i grew elder, i realize the round round ball bring the meaning of reunion, how wonderful it was. and i never dare to change the shape again!! there is a tradition that said after eating glutinous balls one would grew elder by a year...i m so sad, cause i m another year elder by today!!
i only liked my glutinous balls with something sweet...i am always a sweet tooth girl who liked everything sweet!!=P

Angel's heart
when u know, u r not alone!!

my new love~

present to u my new camera!!
hope to capture every memory in my life!!
will be going to road trip soon!!
looking forward!!

Angel's heart
fill with love...

与欢乐的人同乐~

my love for devil~

most important thing that cant be forget in the ceremony~

2 devils~

vivien, singee, debbie & me~

me n james~

今天是开心的一天！！
或许都感染了身边人的那份喜悦。看见他们个个都戴着毕业帽，在所有家人的陪伴下见证他们的荣耀， 这种感觉好棒哦！！ 真的很替他们感到高兴。朋友的祝福不断，不停的拍照。。。好希望把那些每好的时间一一留下来。 或许最近发生的事让我真的体会到要戴上这顶帽子真的得好好的下把功夫， 真的不容易， 十分感慨, 很多感受！！

anyway, 与欢乐的人同乐~ i m pretty happy today!! blossom flowers in my heart...somehow missing home more!! waiting for my graduation n really do hope it ll be a darling scene as well!!December is a month full of love n joy...most of my fren here is having their graduation & Christmas is just around the corner...!! fill with grace n wonderful things...!! thanks god~

Angel's heart
congratulation to all fresh graduate!all the best in future~

amazing grace...

devil went to Sydney for holiday and brought me back.....

various type of chocolates

krispy kreme..

last week was really terrible for me, i nearly break down. however, god listen to my prayer. everything i was worry bout turned up to be ok again. Thanks god for his grace, his plan is always unexpected and had given me more than i wished for. thanks for those friends who always by my side supporting me n given me comfort. i really appreciated u all~

i m doing ok again...so dont worry!! happy holiday every1...
looking forward for coming Christmas!!

Angel's heart
love u all...*hugs*

the worst week ever...

everything went so badly this week...
everything bad happened continuously...
i don know wat should i do?
i m now at the bottom of the world...
i m really depress...

GOD...
i beg u, please make me to be strong. Strong enough to face everything i m being trough now...i feel so weak inside. But if this is your will, please give me an obedience heart to follow...!i m too timid to walk alone without ur guidance...amen!!





Angel's heart
pray hard for me...

a meaningful post...

i read this from Kevin's blog few days back..
i thought it is meaningful, so i grabbed it from there...

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，

但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？

也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。

也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。　

也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。

也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。

.

不过即使你们没在一起，

你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，

你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，

你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，

心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，

不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，

但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，

很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，

但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心他， 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，

才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，

有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...?是谁呢？

很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，

最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，

可惜一些本来很好的友情，

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，

如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，

这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，

表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，

要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，

你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。

也是可惜，也是遗憾！

但还有没有可能是另一种情况，

你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . .

if we are just friend, maybe there's many unnecessary misunderstood can be avoid. we can still be close, many things we won't be so mind about, no harsh feeling, no depressing, no hurt or pain...if u asked me do i regret to move forward? i ll tell u i really do...

maybe sometime beautiful things should be kept as how they are meant to be. Once they are destroyed, one have to be responsible to make things right...but can some1 tell me how many ppls do seriously take the responsibility to make them right? the process of making it right is a tough journey, how many would walk till the end? how many will be over exhausted during the journey...?

while reading the article, a few ppl did cross my mind...i tell myself secretly in my mind...how lucky i am...and of cuz i m always glad that we r JUST FRIEND~

Angel's heart
Hey～我真的好想你!!

finally!!

today i m employ!~
after 3 hours serving..i m employ!!
at last i m earning extra money...
to fulfill my long long Christmas lists!!
i wanna go shopping...
as soon as possible!!
yippie.....







Angel's heart
happy day~~

xoxo

how many times i tell myself i don wan to cry but those tears just rolled down from my eyes uncontrollable. i don want to be weak, i m not weak...i m not!!

there's something not right with me, but i don't know or maybe i don't really wanna face it!!that's y i m frustrated, so pissed off with myself!!

i knew i m not alone, but y do i still feel so alone~

recently i m very emotional without any particular reasons. many things bothering me i guess... or maybe i m just too afraid to lose u once again!!

n when i really need some1 to talk with...my head is blank!!mom called...n i knew i disappointed her though i wish to talk more but i cant!!i scare i ll burst into tears again~i wish to escape but i cant...this is something i ve to learn how to deal with!!i really don wish u to worry bout me, u r the last person in this world that i would like to bother cuz i wan to be a big gal!!i wan to handle thing like a mature gal~

God,
i really need u to make me strong!!i know i m a sinner...i rely on u and trust that u got ur plan!!
sincerely i prayed. Amen~





Angel's heart
有时，爱也是种伤害.残忍的人，选择伤害别人，善良的人，选择伤害自己~

Tien~

the menu~

pork with cashew nuts

crispy n spicy lamb

香葱鸡！！

our Saturday day out will always ended with luxury dinner!!
i m 100% pampered~

Angel's heart
3 words 8 letters....

cherry picking~

today we went to Norton Summit. the reason we went there is actually looking for job during this summer holiday!!we din manage to meet with the owner, but we did go in to the cherry farm n had a peep!! Wow...i have so much fun~ 1st time in my life see real cherry trees with so much red spot hanging up there!! temptation!!my hand cant stop picking those red red cherries!!DELIGHTFUL~ end up we got a full bucket of free fresh cherries~ but is illegal la...cuz we din even get the permission to go in!! SssHhhh.....=P





Angel's heart
end of exam, start of holidays!!

struggling period~

I'm bored of studying!!
don't know what's the notes talking about!!
looking at my notes drive me crazy~
ARG~
HELP ME!!
exam exam
go away
don't wish to see u~
counting down 6 days....

Angel's heart
夏雨诗

sunglasses~

my 1st designer sunglasses~

his Ray Ban~

Angel's heart
booty of the day~

dinner at wah hing~

salt & pepper squid~

pi ba tofu~

crispy chicken with ginger sauce~

us~

the menu~

Angel's heart
Love is what makes you smile when you're tired!!

Counting down 17 days to my final exam!!

2 subjects only!!

then i ll be free...

HOLIDAYS

for

3 months

!!!

Angel's heart
jia you~

time to read!!

a bag full of great stories!!

my 1st choice~

another nice book~

maybe not maybe knows actually i like reading...!!enjoy the quiet moment to myself...!!since the currently reading 'Lessons in Heartbreak' by Cathy Kelly is almost finishes so i decided to visit the nearest book store in my sub-urb. And i got myself 2 nice books, which i ll spend most of time reading tis coming holiday i hope~






Angel's heart
i m giving up on you~

困扰

常常问自己

我该如何爱你？

明明知道你心里还有她的影子

我却在假装的不介意

这样很累

可是我却不知该怎么办

因为你早已溶入我的生命里

成为我生活得全部

想戒也戒不掉

所以才会恨自己

因为爱你~

这样的相处方式到底对吗?

是我不懂得如何爱你

还是对你来说我的爱是一种奢侈

我很困扰，很无奈，

但却无法改变什么。。

期待让人越来越沉溺!!



Angel's heart

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念