~blue angel~

2012-01-09T19:23:00.001+10:30

人的一生和其的短暂！多活一天就是值得感恩的事！人的尽头是上帝的开始。。。人的脆弱在上帝的眷顾下可以变的坚强新的一年的开始，虽然发生了一件轰动全国的灭k门案相信也许多人和我一样为了这些无辜的受害者心痛和伤心。。。感叹生命的脆弱，人性的险恶。。上帝啊。。求你怜悯这些受伤的灵魂！我相信一却会更好！！Angel's heart与悲伤的人一同分担！

故事

2011-09-14T14:54:00.001+09:30

每个人都有自己的故事。。。

是要做写故事的人，讲故事的人，还是听故事的人。。。？？

是你的选择。

生命中偶尔会出现一些小插曲

时间久了

虽然这些插曲或许是唱不完的歌

但是也很难被遗忘

因为有了它们

你的生命变得精彩

也让人更珍惜现在所拥有的！！

Angel's heart
最深的祝福～

2011-09-09T23:59:00.001+09:30

recently totally in love with most of his songs.....

BRUNO MARS

bravo....

a great singer!!

thumb up.....

oh baby...i just wanna marry you....

you re amazing just the way u re...

yes..i ll catcha a granade for ya...etc etc...

Angel's heart
boring day~

thankful thursday!!

2011-09-08T21:47:00.004+09:30

after all the long journey we ve been trough

i m thankful for

all the love u ve given me....

all the good & bad memories that brought us together today....

thanks for willing to love the imperfect me!!

Angel's heart
always give thanks.....

2011-09-07T23:07:00.005+09:30

原来被爱是幸福的。。。。

当然同等的付出更为完美～

好好享受这样的幸福，因为得来不易。。。

所以更珍惜所拥有的！！

Angel's heart
我们都傻！

2011-09-06T13:21:00.001+09:30

i m just an ordinary gal......

Angel's heart

empty....

working life....

2011-06-20T22:23:00.002+09:30

so i m now REALLY working!!

sitting in the office from 8 to 5 is the typical office hour u get....

facing the drawing, the calculation & all the unknown number is wat im dealing with now

n they're starting to drive me crazy~

i really need PATIENCE & WISDOM now...

so i can continue being an OL ~

GOD BLESS ME!!

oh pls...i m still consider as a fresh graduate!! wish me good luck~

Angel's heart
is time to put some effort~!!

2011-06-19T22:42:00.002+09:30

今年给爸爸最好的父亲节礼物就是。。。。

我回家了！！

这次不会再匆匆忙忙的离开了

因为决定了暂时回来家里居住～

在外头也流浪了很长的时间咯

是时候回到家里了。。。

家总是自己的最好！！

HAPPY FATHER"S DAY!!

Angel's heart
DAD, I LOVE U~

角色！

2011-06-13T15:26:00.003+09:30

一个人到底要扮演几个角色？

要做父母的好女儿

要做弟弟的好姐姐

要做外婆的好外孙

要做他的好女朋友

除非是圣人

不然要怎样满足所有的人？

然后却一点都不开心！！

我的灰色地带

Angel's heart
我需要很多的耐心！！

2011-05-29T22:42:00.002+09:30

是不是很自私？

是为了追求更好的。。。

还是不小心伤害了该珍惜的。。。

连我自己也开始乱了！！

到底什么才是对我最好的？？

Angel's heart

就是开不了口！！

2011-05-25T19:10:00.003+09:30

愿意和你牵手走完一生的女生是你的天使，天使是用来守护的。

其实真的很简单

但为什么做的那个总是觉得很难？

更清楚知道要的是什么！！

Angel's heart
重零开始！！

2011-05-24T11:04:00.003+09:30

不是不爱了

而是真的已经厌倦了这样的生活！！

不是不好

而是变得贪心了！！

突然觉得

以前的执着很可笑，很愚蠢！

很多事情永远都不能改变

而能做的就是

潇莎的离开

去拥抱属于我要得生活！！

Angel's heart
想要更好的~

2011-05-23T20:47:00.003+09:30

只用了几天的时间，就能毁了建了几年的城堡！！

还是应该说感情真的好脆弱。。。

突然

我很渴望我不属于任何地方

我想要自由的飞～

Angel's heart
打乱了的心情！！

敢爱敢恨！！

2011-05-22T18:40:00.003+09:30

一旦爱了，我会奋不顾身！那份执着自己也不知重何来？

一旦不爱了，我会头也不回的离开！那份坚持谁都动摇不了！！

我就是这样的女生！！

Angel's heart
i love who i am~

爱自己！！

2011-05-21T20:30:00.004+09:30

突然间，

我

想多爱自己一点

想做自己喜欢的事

想对自己好一些

因为我想自私一点

只为自己而活！！

Angel's heart

i deserve more than this....

不开心。。。

2011-03-15T22:01:00.003+10:30

最近脾气坏到爆，很想打人。。

原来累积了很多很多的怨气

真的会很快要疯掉了！

怎么办？

相处的越久真的越多摩擦。。。

原来吵吵闹闹

吵久了也会觉得很烦～

有时也很想要平平淡淡的生活！

哎。。。

到底问题在哪？

是不是爱累了，是不是不爱了？

我也不知道...

总觉得好像少了什么。。。

很显～

Angel's heart
啊～～大声呐喊！！

今天我最大！！

2011-01-11T17:46:00.004+10:30

taken in the car~

大大声唱。。

“ 生日快乐我对自己说。。。”

ding dong ding dong....

今天 11。01 。2011 。。（好多1哦~）

是本小姐的25岁生日，朋友很创意的跟我说

11/1/11 = 25 (1+1 =2 & 1+1+1+1+1 = 5 )

还真的很巧咯~ 谢谢你们的用心计算！！ =P

哎。。又老了一岁

其实心情还瞒复杂的。。

在这里要感谢

一直让我依靠的上帝，没有他我什么都不是

一直是我避风港的家和家人，他们无怨的付出才成就了今天的房仪佳！！

一直在陪伴我的朋友，他们的给与的支持和关怀永远都是温暖的！！

直到现在还在我身边的林先东先生，你给我的爱是我活着的动力！！

谢谢你们在我的生活里给了我所有我该有的。。。

我的生活因为有你们而精彩！！

我一定会幸福的！！

我想永远记着今天。。。。

happy 25th birthday!!

Angel's heart
my fb is flood with birthday wishes...how lucky i am~thanks for those who remember my big day!! =)

成长篇～

2010-11-13T00:36:00.002+10:30

成长是每个人必经的过程，

在每个不同的阶段学习不同的成长

成长的路上会遇到很多不同的人

在不同的人身上会有不同的感受

有些感受会跟着你一辈子

有些感受却一下子就消失了！！

在不同的阶段

对自己的要求也不一样.....

所需要的东西也会因着有不一样的想法而改变

常常不断的问自己

如果有一天

厌倦了这样的生活我该这么辦？

是不是真的有爱一切都可以不在乎？

越来越觉得

俩个人在一起久了不只是我们两个了

牵涉的比想象还多

这些复杂的关系很累人

多希望有人与我分担

教我该怎么做才能两全其美？

如果一切都能简单一点该有多好

如果人可以不这么自私一点该有多好

如果人能多体谅一点该有多好

如果人能多聆听一点有多好

成长的喜，怒，哀，乐。。。

都是因为这是人生必经之路！！

Angel's heart

幸福的力量～

2010-10-01T10:08:00.002+09:30

如果重来没遇见。。。。

或许就不会比此伤害

或许现在就不会是这样

或许就不会有遗憾

或许就不会有抱怨

或许就不会不信任

或许你不知道

带着她的影子的你

让我很没安全感。。。

或许是我的多心

但在你身边的我真的很累。。。!!

Angel's heart
我恨我爱你！！

幼稚！！

2010-04-18T17:23:00.003+09:30

在爱情里

我们都变得很幼稚

常常做无聊的事

为了只是要对方

多留意你一些

多陪你一些

多爱你一些

多疼你一些

多在乎你一些

这一切都证明

对这份爱的执着！！

Angel's heart
幸福没有那么容易！！

chinese new year!!

2010-02-17T23:39:00.002+10:30

my happy family~

the siblings which make 2 好~

dad & mum

glad to be HOME~

happy new year!!

Angel's heart
i love my family~

过年咯～

2010-02-06T18:46:00.003+10:30

农历新年就在眼角了

不管你在哪里

今年你是过年回家

还是回家过年？

回家了

就要好好的珍惜与家人相聚的日子！！

这才是回家得目的

我开始想家了～

Angel's heart
家在哪里，心也在那~

the home sweet home time!!

2010-01-19T00:09:00.006+10:30

the sista shoes

during dec, i spent some meaningful time back to where i belong!! the holiday was short but was full with happiness~ spending holiday with the entire family around me was great!! especially both my sis & bro came back from kl too!! actually we r all back cuz of our cousin wedding! it has been a while since i last spend so much time with my sis!! cuz we r always in the different place!!but the relationship between us never changed, we still chat till we both fall asleep...this time the only difference is our little bro slept with us. me & my sis was like sardine cuz this lil bro move a lots during his sleeping time!! shopping with my sis was the part i liked the most cuz we always share the same taste! i always feel pamper cuz my bro will do all the carrying without any complain he will spend the whole day accompany the 2 of us!! me & my sis always do some crazy stuff to our hair together! 2 years b4 was yu mi tang this holiday we go n dye our hair!! after 23 years of black hair my hair now were in dark red & brown colour!! i personal like my hair a lots but is not very obvious so not many ppl notice the change~ =) my sis hair was in brown now, i liked her colour also consider doing it next time!!

the whole family went to brunei for sushi!! the whole family had spend some time doing something together after so many years!! everything was so happy!!even my grandma was in good mood during the days we r home~

i m blessed i got such a happy family!! looking forward for my CNY holidays!! *hugs*

Angel's heart

the love that never change....

happy 24th to myself~

2010-01-12T00:19:00.004+10:30

mr tong~

the bday gal~

2 of us~

my big portion fried rice & watermelon juice~

the mango & coconut milk shake!! (highly recommended)

mee mamak!!

the hot & spicy squid!! (not nice at all)

i had my bday celebrated with mr tong alone tis year!!

we had our dinner at a new opened restaurant called baba & siam!

the atmoshpere, food, drinks & ppl r nice~

i actually enjoy my night!!

this year was a quiet bday for me....

guess i m now very low profile!!

haha...

anyway thanks every1 who remembered my big day

*hugs*

Angel's heart

always blessed!~

sound of my heart~

2010-01-10T17:36:00.006+10:30

waving good bye to 2009 meant a lots to me...

In 2009,

i had finally finished my study life

had started my working journey....

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

finally i m back to where i belong

somehow,

i had choose a totally new life which i had to start everything from zero!!

i started to feel lost

but,

im still trying very hard to find a way to survive!!

sometimes i asked myself

is this the life i really want?

is this really where i belong?

i m stucked!!

how can i be the one everyone aspect i can be?

when will i be the one to satisfy everyone?

time flies & things changed

i met ppl who meant a lots to me b4

but

the feeling had changed!!

all i left now is

the life i m trying hard to make it better!!

what am i without those memories.....

another few hours will be my bday~

im turning 24!!

happy birthday to myself!!

Angel's heart
when i need bravery & strength...

wedding dinner!~

2009-12-13T16:14:00.003+10:30

the devil reunion!!

me & him~

the happy married couple~

last night, i attending my very first wedding dinner which my name is written alone on the invitation card!! before was always with my whole family, quite excited!! the happy couple were our church friend back in adelaide!! nothing much to share cause the pictures told everything!! wish keith & miriam happily every after!! *hugs*

Angel's heart
love is in the air~

latest update!!

2009-11-20T23:12:00.003+10:30

this picture was taken on the express boat during our business trip to kapit & belaga!!
it was really boring, cuz the whole trip to the destiny takes around 8 hours~
this is my longest trip riding on the boat!* faint*
i honestly don really enjoy myself...=P~

Angel's heart
简简单单的幸福！！

Hate being sick!!!

2009-11-13T23:01:00.002+10:30

i m tired of being sick, i just hate being sick so much!! i hate to feel that my body is weak and i am always tired plus i cant do anything i want to! from young i seldom apply for medical cert, even though i stay oversea for 2 years i never ever fall sick.

But recently, i fall sick like few weeks once. is like when the heavy fever go away, the flu come & after that mr coughing continue to visit me...damn it!! i lost my voice and i used up all the tissues in the house!! ARG....somemore, my whole body feeling sore & tired, i lost my appettite & strength to so everything!!

What happened to all my immune system??y i have to be sick?? i want my healthy baby back, i don wan to fall sick again & again!! I HATE IT SO MUCH WHEN I AM BEING SICK!!

Angel's heart
god bless me~

♥ broke!!

2009-11-07T19:54:00.005+10:30

i lost my HAPPY this morning!!

i was still asleep when some1 knocked on the door & woke me up, with full fuchow dialek i was told that my dog was run over by a car and is dead. At first, i hardly believe since is around 7++ in the morning, so i jumped out from bed and followed her to the place.

Im totally stunned when i realise the truth, the body of my puppy lyed there in front of my eyes with blood flowing out from its mouth. i dunno what can i do so i run back to the house. He was still calm while waiting for me to tell him everything. His face totally change, but he kept quiet. he don even dare to go n looked at our dog at 1st but after all i told him we have to take him back then at least burried him someway else so the body won stink. i knew he really care bout our Happy a lots, he is the one who always played with him, bathed him, feed him, bought all those nice stuffs for him. From his reaction, i know the death of happy really is a big heart broke for him as he is always his companion for just a very short period.

On the way to get rid of the body, we keep rewind back those memories bout HAPPY. We brought him back all the way from kanowit, we watched him grow, we got so delight when he at last poo after the 3rd day we brought him back, we got so gladful at last he started to bark, we always feel sweet when he wack his tail everytime we r home & greet us naughtly by licking our legs. we enjoyed the moment we bath him together, walked him down the street, get so annoyed when he barked non stop without any reason!! somehow, he is still a very nice dog. though he is small, he can bark very fierce and loud when he met strangers.

he was run over by some irresponsible driver who just run away without any sympathy. the body was still warm when i touch him. He was untie by uncle this morning to go out & wonder around, too bad there is no guardian for him tat's y the accident happened. it was a tragedy that we cant hardly do anything about it anymore beside feeling sad & heart broke. somehow happy is my very 1st dog too bad i cant have it for long!!

when we get rid of his body, i broke into tears. is like part of my heart have gone with my happy, i knew his feeling is not better than mine too, as he is so close with Happy all this while. My happy is in heaven now, forever goodbye my HAPPY!! though u only came here a short while you're always mummy & daddy best puppy!!R.I.P

Angel's heart
treasured what u got for u wont know wat will happened tmr!!

最熟悉的陌生人～

2009-11-01T16:19:00.003+10:30

随着时间的离去

渐渐的

许多人，事，物。。。

已变成了

最熟悉的陌生人～

已经再也回不到从前

那份依然温热的感动

还在心底

偶尔挖出来回味

感觉还是甜甜得!!

我想。。我想。。我想。。

这是最后的守候~

我还是那个偶尔会发呆，还是相信童话故事里有完美结局的大女孩！！

Angel's heart
真诚的心，希望也能得到一样的回报～

the dog!!

2009-10-14T19:51:00.003+10:30

my lovely HAPPY!!

Angel's heart
rainy day.....

简单～

2009-10-12T23:18:00.003+10:30

我在简单的生活，

虽然天天都一样，但我是幸福的～

想大声的说有你是幸福的！！

我和他最近养了只狗狗，名字嘛当然是我最喜欢的happy咯！！呵呵～

它是我们的宝贝，虽然它顽皮的让我们快晕倒，有时真的被它气到晕, 但它是我和他的宝～我有时也会失宠哦。。。=P

暂无照片，下次补上。。。呵呵！

Angel's heart
回到最初的感动！！

童言童语~

2009-09-14T23:35:00.005+09:30

this is the little guy that appeared in my life since 7 years ago!! watching my mum bringing him to this world had never been easy to my family, there are argument, tears, anger, frustration and many confuse feeling when we go trough all this. However, we always thank God that he is a healthy baby & had bring so much happiness to us! I always like my holiday spend with him around me~ I spend most of my holiday now with him, but he is also now a busy kid with all the tuition, school, drawing lesson & playing tennis, my little guy is slowly growing up!! watching him grow up is such a wonderful thing, the smile on his face , the kiddo words from his mouth, the kiddo thought in his mind, the annoying way he bugged u, the innocent face when he knows he is gonna to be scold or beaten, the timid him, the way he hugged u tightly, the way he called me, the serious look when he is playing tennis, the way he laughed when he is watching cartoon...n a lots more. He really had grown up s lot since the last holiday i spend with him. Pray to god that he continue to bless him in everything!! i love u, my little devil~

i miss this 2 princess a lots~ though i just spend 2 short weeks with them!!their kiddo talk with me always make me put a smile on my face when dealing with them!! Being kids are really great, how i wish i never have to grow up~ Maybe i really like kids, especially u knew wat they told u is truly from their heart. you will never have to doubt their sincerely.

Angel's heart
kids are like sunshine~

2009-09-13T12:39:00.004+09:30

凡有眼睛的人都有留过眼泪，

凡有呼吸的人都有叹气过，

凡有心的人都曾伤心过。

今天在崇拜的信息里听到的，觉得还蛮有意思的，所以就把它quote过来用！！回家快要一个月了但却什么也还没真正的做！这次回家感觉身边很多事都不一样了，或许是自己长大了吧！！最近常常被问毕业了啊？？在工作了吗？？回来习不习惯啊？？
其实我是觉得还好啦~ 没什么不习惯的啦！只是天气真的很热，害我都没办法好好的睡觉，因为家里没按装冷气机，所以我有时会热到醒！！快疯了~
至于工作嘛，暂时还在休假当中。所以叻别唠叨我！！呵呵~
最近在做的事就是在家煲hk series！！也去了做body check.... 结果我是健康宝宝！！只需要多做运动！！thank god!! 开心的~

Angel's heart
missing u~

9 to five~

2009-09-05T21:52:00.003+09:30

since i m back from Australia...ve been hiding at home almost everyday!! this is a late post~ a small flower gathering last sat!! we sat there from 1 oclock till around 6 we just left the shop!! there r too many to catch up, enjoying every moment spend with them...!!

Angel's heart
I'm HOME at last~

visitng aunty in perth!!

2009-08-12T00:29:00.004+09:30

my 2 cute little nieces that i meet the 1st time!!

i m having a small family reunion here at the moment

i m surrounded by cousins nowadays!!

i feel warm & happy to be with somebody who are related with me since i m far away from home!!

these 2 little princess will definitely be my little bro best fren when they all meet in the future, who is their uncle!!

can u believe that, being called "gu gu" all this while

make me feel so old now!!

some how i love this 2 princess a lots!!

Angel's heart
another 5 days to go~

04.08.09

2009-08-07T19:49:00.004+09:30

after 23 years effort

the moment that i had waited for so long

i m graduated!!

the day to be remembered my whole life~

big thanks for every1 to make this moment a successful one~

*hugs*

Angel's heart
9 more days to be home~

gold coast -- 20.07.09

2009-07-28T13:41:00.003+09:30

waiting for the tram to gold coast~

in the train~

me & bro lunch~

surfer paradise~

the tallest building!!

the 1st day in gold coast was great! we head to watch transformer 2 then had late dinner!! was tiring but it worth!! the weather was terrific too!! sunny & warm~ liked it...miss it so much~ let the pic told u everything!!

Angel's heart

brisbane day 2 -- 19.07.09

2009-07-28T13:30:00.005+09:30

Queen Street Brisbane!!

lunch at Hanaichi~

the green tea & sesame ice-cream for dessert!!

by the river side~

the 2 short days in brisbane was mostly shopping & walking around in the city~ the weather was super nice, warm & sunny everyday not like adelaide rainy & cold~ some how is still a nice place for realxing!!

Angel's heart

happyday~

brisbane day 1 -- 18.07.09

2009-07-28T12:34:00.008+09:30

3 of us in jetstar!!

haha...the comfy sofa~

waiting for others when they r busy trying on the shoes~

in front of casino~

haha....the fairy wheel is mine!!

Angel's heart

19 days away from home~

happy birthday to daddy!!

2009-07-17T13:09:00.002+09:30

just wanna shouted happy birthday to my dad!!

this will be the card i sent back to him!!

love ya so much

i'll be home soon...cant wait!!

i m on vacation from 18/07 to 25/07~

BRISBANE & GOLD COAST here i come....!!

*hugs*

Angel's heart

counting down 29 days....

reply for being tag~

2009-07-15T21:58:00.004+09:30

❤大名: Fong Yii Jing 房仪佳
❤生日: 11.01.1986
❤谁传给你的: cindy sia
❤生日想拿到什么礼物: too many, i m hard to satisfy!!
❤最近压力大的事: making the right choice for my future!!
❤想做的事: traveling, shopping & go home!!
❤有没有喜欢的人: Mr. TONG
❤跟谁出去最幸福+快乐: every1 who can make me happy!!
❤如果你的好朋友吵架了,你会怎么做: i ll tolerate!!
❤最想和别人去那里: depend on who i guess!!
❤圣诞节想做什么: be with some1 i love!!
❤最想跟谁庆祝圣诞节: family~
❤最近在做什么: holidaying of cause!!
❤有几个兄弟姐妹: 4
❤最喜欢的一首英文/华文歌: too many!!
❤喜欢什么颜色: blue
❤上厕所会不会冲水: of cause!!
❤喜欢男还是女生: both ok!!
❤最想大大声说什么: I WANT TO GO HOME!!
❤半夜敢不敢上厕所: i don usually awake after i fall asleep~
❤你现在最恨谁: nop
❤现在喜欢做什么: reading & sleeping!!
❤睡相好不好看: not sure, but no1 ever complain!!
❤现在的时间:10.16pm (adelaide time)
❤是否厌恨传给你这卷子的人:haha..of cause NO
❤体重多少: 49
❤今天天气: rainy & cold!!
❤如果忙完了你最想做什么: sleep...
❤失眠后会怎样: no strength to do anything!!
❤你晚上睡觉会不会尿床: never!!
❤你晚上睡觉会不会流口水: yup, sometimes!!
❤你有没有吃过夜宵: of cause !!
❤近期开心的事: looking forward to my graduation trip!!
❤自由对你来说重要吗: depend on what situation!!
❤你觉得在朋友当中谁最性感: rebecca ling
❤你觉得你比较笨还是聪明: not those very smart kind but not too stupid!!
❤你比较喜欢爸爸还是妈妈: i love them both!
❤你现在最想看到谁:Mr. TONG
❤你爱看戏吗: of cause, who dont??
❤你敢向你讨厌的人说"我恨你"吗: is really hard for me to hate some1 unless he/she really drive my nerve crazy!!

++附加问题++

你打算几时结婚啊: be natural lo~
你喜欢你的生活吗: i m happy with my life at the moment!!
相信塔罗牌吗: no
睡觉前所做的事情: switch on my night lamp!!
你的偶像: don't really have some1 particular!!
你喜欢的季节: winter
最想去的地方: all around the world
最讨厌怎样的性格的人: faker, those who lied on my face
你会抽烟吗: never
你会喝酒吗: sometimes
你常哭吗: when i am really helpless
你常笑吗: definitely
想睡到几点: wake up naturally the best!!
朋友和情人你会选谁: both~
机会和命运你会选谁:chance
你很自恋吗: don't really think so
你有穿耳洞吗: yup, i got 4!!
着问卷多不多: ok
喜欢吃冰吗: definitely
现在幸福吗: i am blissful~
最在乎谁: those who care bout me!!
房间里最重要的东西是什么: laptop & happy!
没有朋友你会怎么做: feel lonely...
如果天使给你实现一个愿望,你想要什么: live happily ever after!!
这个问题废吗: erm...quite!!
喜欢那个水果: all the fruits!!
最怕人家问你什么: those i don feel like sharing!!
喜欢下雪吗: yup...
下辈子要做什么: never think of any~~
希望再被tag吗:haha...my 1st tag!!
你喜欢等人吗: NO, i hate waiting!! so please be puncture!!

Angel's heart
31 days...

breaking dawn!!

2009-07-11T17:24:00.004+09:30

i had finally finish the last book of stephenie meyer about Edward & Bella!!

the story end in a happy way so i was quite satisfy with it~

was looking forward to the movie "new moon" which will be shown on cinema coming Nov!!

holidays really allow me spend more time in reading & relaxing!!

i m spending my holidays doing nothing meaningful so far!!

but i m going to on vacation again pretty soon!!

can't wait to be experience something new!!

cheers!!

Angel's heart
35 days to go & i ll be home!!

2009-07-06T16:00:00.004+09:30

当每一次的争吵变成了伤害

冷战的开始变成了沉默

接下来

我们会变成什么？？

我该怎么继续走下去。。。。

Angel's heart
counting down...40 days!!

holiday mode on~

2009-07-05T18:36:00.006+09:30

angeline & me

rach + me + tiraimisu

singing k~
(me, rach, angeline, vivien)

after the 3 n half hours suffering from the last paper of mine, i m now officially done with uni & exam and enjoying my holidays!!

the holiday started with a nice dinner at Fortune Ducks!! then, we head to CIBO to have our dessert. i m having a good time with the girls, talking & laughing like there is no tomorrow!! the jokes we share, the stupid stuffs we did...hugs u girls from my heart!!

the night is still early after dessert so we head to sing k!! from the original 1 hour plan to at last we sang for 3 hours!! i shouted till i almost lost my voice today... =P!!no doubt i sing like ducks but i just enjoyed myself!!

i m totally in very good mood nowadays!! =)

People happy holidays!!

Angel's heart
41 days to be home....

exam mode!!

2009-06-28T12:31:00.005+09:30

after finish 2 paper on last mon & wed, here i am again...waiting for my last paper on coming sat!!so, exam mode is still on!! i am still waiting patiently for another week to totally exam free..sigh..counting down the days...!! after the one last paper i m officially done with my degree...i will have no more exam to face at least within this few years!!if u ask me am i not going to do my master?erm.... maybe i ll but not within this few years...!! i need to take a break in study!! =)

so wish me good luck in my final paper!!pray hard that i ll be graduating this coming august!!looking forward to my graduation trip with my frens. =)

my little secret: ***

Angel's heart
we had been apart for 76 days...

waving goodbye to my uni's life~

2009-06-13T20:20:00.006+09:30

gals that cheer up my days...

looking back few months ago, i complained badly how my life sucks with so much uni stuff to be done. now im finally assignments free & left with last 3 papers of my degree. this week i m unofficially out of uni, no more lecturers or tutorials to be attended. when i finally handed up my final year thesis yesterday, my heart is full of joy & pride. Finally, i m stepping closer & closer to graduation!!

today due to the 1 semester end reason, we decide to hang out!! this should be done on wed since tat's the last day of class. since every1 is quite busy tat day, so we do it today as replacement!!

we had a lots of fun just sitting down talking & enjoying the food at the yum cha section!! after that head to sch to take some pics & of cuz do some group study!!

somehow, the feeling of almost graduate make me up & down!!the reason i m happy about is at last, after so many years of study i am at least getting something & i m heading home pretty soon!! i m sad cause my study life is gonna end & i start missing it again nover and over again!! with those frens who r always warm & take good care of me & all those nice lecturers i met here...i realise how blessed i am!!and this is it...end of my uni life...!!

Angel's heart
today is the 61 days...

when...

2009-06-06T23:12:00.005+09:30

i have no idea since when, i m beginning to hate socialize with new peoples. sometimes they just don fit to my life, or in the other way is me who don fit into their life circle. i hate the feeling of feeling uncomfortable with some1 else, yes we did spend time together like most of the time but still i can feel that the connection between us is just WEIRD. but i cant find any specify reason to don like the new peoples i met. ( maybe that some1 did touch something i don like, such as being a Faker, keep presenting just to make me look like an idiot, big mouth bout the little secret we shared, bossing me to help up just to show how capable she is, etc...)i dunno how to say nice when is really not tat nice....if u r not happy with that, i cant do anything!!when u dunno anything just don pretend that u know everything, it is just not so right!! if u r a genius then u r, please stop boasting bout that!!i hate it when u r facing the guy u like, n u ll betray me, like i mean nothing to u just to impress him..is so DAMN !!i m really SICK of it~

i miss sticking with my old bunches of frens that know me so well & thought i don spend much time with them, they r irreplaceable.

i m starting to feel that i really don belonged here...or anyway!! i cant feel tat some particular person is really connected to me here, guess human being r selfish! they ll always make their own need & desire the 1st priority, who will really spend the entire time thinking wat's the best for some1 who will be just a passerby in few year times.

or maybe is me who disconnect all this possible connection peoples in my life which i know they will be some1 passerby in my life few years ahead!!

some how i miss my family, mr tong, my frens back in hometown & those i used to hang out with more & more...!! cause i know, they r some1 who is fit into my life circle no matter who i am~

i miss my little bro, the way he hugged me tightly in his small arms like i am his whole world~

Angel's heart
this is the 54 days, & i am couting down my days...

goodbye autumn~

2009-05-28T15:34:00.003+09:30

saying goodbye to autumn means that winter is here!! the weather is getting cold~
i m still busy with my assignments which will continuously due in next 2 weeks~ after that i will be preparing for my last 3 papers of my uni life then i m so done with my 2 years of bachelor degree!! longing for my graduation trip & HOLIDAYS....!! then i ll be going home pretty soon...! counting down every days...!!

Angel's heart
this is the 46 days we r far apart but everything is fine with us!! *hugs*

最幸福的事~

2009-05-10T14:55:00.004+09:30

在外头漂流快5 年了，习惯了没有家人在身边，习惯了过着我行我束的生活。对于偶尔回家度假的我，家永远是我的避难所，是最温暖的地方。有妈妈在身边，我永远都不用为了下一餐吃什么而烦恼，不用烦恼病了该吃什么药，衣服洗了没人收，地板脏了没人扫！！屋里的一却她都一手包办，从来没有半句怨言。与家人相处往往都会自在些，因为家人不管你做了什么，他们都会愿谅，你们是一家人，这是不变得事实！！

今年，我依然无法回家跟妈妈一起庆祝，我想她也已经很习惯我们都不在家里了！！跟往年一样，打了电话回家送了我给她的心意，对她来说这样就够了，虽然今年我多花了一些心丝~

对我来说，我能为她做的永远都不会够。今天我所拥有的一却都是她和他给我的。能成为你们的女儿，这是我最幸福的事。

mummy, happy mother's day!! wish every mum in the world have a blessed day!!

Angel's heart
28 days...

男人！！

2009-05-05T22:43:00.005+09:30

原来认真的男人会很迷人。

温柔的男人很动人。

体贴得男人很可爱。

喜欢那种有不轻易放弃精神的男人，

因为我相信总有一天他会让你感动的点头！！

他虽然不完美，但我是幸福的~ 因为我也不完美！

喜欢被你在乎

喜欢被你疼爱

喜欢被你爱惜

喜欢和你斗嘴

喜欢听你声音

喜欢有你的幸福~

Angel's heart
23 天没你在身边的日子~

wine wine night~

2009-05-02T20:41:00.004+09:30

the red & rose wine + the pretty goblet~

the weather is getting colder & colder, so me & eva ( my new housemate) decide to get some wine to warm up our body. it was a relaxing weekends, we throw back all our stress & loneliness n sit down side by side on the bed enjoying our lady night n watching series together. have a great time sharing n listening...thanks god for giving me such a wonderful gal who is just right beside me always~

i had finish the 3rd book of stephenie meyer- ' eclipse' & now reading the last- 'breaking dawn' ~ cant wait to know how the story end...!! =)

Angel's heart
20 days had gone & i miss u more when each day passed...

rainy days...

2009-04-26T15:55:00.003+09:30

it had been raining for days....
since Thursday, the weather had never been clear or sunny...
is just wet & cold...
i don really like it...
i had been hiding myself in my room for comfort due to the cold & is windy outside...
i don like to go out at all during rainy days...
erm...
home alone again today~
am i antisocial-ING?
guess not...just because of the lousy weather~

Angel's heart
14 days had passed....

BUSY!!

2009-04-22T23:06:00.003+09:30

though i am having mid term break, i am still very busy with uni works. I ve been running to uni almost everyday since the holidays started. Some how my assignments seem like never ending...piles of works still await me!! I AM SO SICK OF DOING ASSIGNMENTS & THESES!! how i wish some1 will just do everything for me...ARG....so any1 out there willing to lay a little sympathy on me?? i must be dreaming of it...!! is this how a final year student life should be? honestly, i HATE IT!! I WANT TO ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS!! however, the holidays is gonna ended about 4 more days...sad! and i did nothing beside all my uni's works!!

beside suffering from uni works, i am doing fine. me & him, our LDR are getting better too. hope God guidance will always surrounded us!! missing u more each days...

Angel's heart
the tenth days without u~

when words are not sufficient...

2009-04-19T22:25:00.002+09:30

the words will be kept deep in the heart

when the conversation went shorter & shorter...

the heart sank...

the distance i feel

is just endless waiting

temper loose, tears drop, loneliness harm...

missing u~

Angel's heart
this is only the 7th days...

raining...

2009-04-16T17:37:00.004+09:30

is raining here...
the weather is getting chiller...
the absence of u, make everything cooler beside me...
im getting more & more forgetful...
this is my 2nd time in this week that i left my hand phone behind when i go out...
what am i without u?

Angel's heart
day 4~

living alone...

2009-04-14T16:58:00.004+09:30

walking around the busiest street here after work. went into the supermarket try to do some groceries shopping, eating alone really makes my head burst!! pick up some simple food like yogurt, grapes, cereals & milk that will last me a week i hope. loneliness haunted me...this is everything i like to do with u...

Angel's heart
is day 2 already...

i am not alone~

2009-04-13T18:48:00.003+09:30

wearing the t-shirt u left behind as pyjamas tonight...

we are now 4996 kilometers apart

but i know i am not alone!!

Angel's heart

my 1st day without u~

安静。。。

2009-04-12T18:43:00.003+09:30

当夜晚来临，
我身边一却都很安静。。。
静的我只听见自己的呼吸声。。。
我把自己反锁在房间里
想你。。
想念你的声音
想念你的身影
想念你的脸蛋
想念你的呵护
想念你有温度的手
想念一却有你的一却。。。

我的心久久都还没平静下来
虽然知道不该这么懦弱，
但还是压抑不住想你。。。

Angel's heart
这是你不在我身边的第4 个小时。。。

缺了一块的心~

2009-04-12T14:41:00.002+09:30

终于，我还是把你送走了。从家里到机场到护送你入departure hall, 我都坚强的不哭。因为答应了你一定要勇敢，我做到了~ 我真的没哭！！不想让你难受及担心，所以笑着送你走，知道这只是短暂得分离，以后还有很长的路要走，我们还要一起加油！！

回到了家里，告诉自己从今天开始一却都不一样了。今天开始，真的要自己独立了，一定要好好的照顾自己因为你再也不会在我身边碎碎念我，保护我和陪着我了。接下来得几个月，我会好好的勇敢活着到下一次再见面为止，我答应你~

生活在一起快2年了，你早已融入我的生活里。虽然常常打打闹闹，但我们是快乐的，我是幸福的~
你留给我的是让我忘不了得温柔。。。我已经开始想你了。。。

Angel's heart
我努力躲开你给我的伤心地带~

不舍。。。

2009-04-11T17:30:00.004+09:30

当离别就在不到24个小时内。。

我帮你收了行李

看着那些熟悉的东西

慢慢的从房里消失

心也跟着放进了行李箱

千万的不舍

都不知怎么说出口

眼泪却留了下来

！！

Angel's heart
为了你，我学会坚强~

30.03.2009

2009-04-05T11:32:00.003+09:30

happy graduation!!

Angel's heart
u always make me smile whenever i m down~

in need of motivation!!

2009-03-23T21:05:00.003+10:30

after finish reading her 1st book in just 9 days time, i ve brought her second book today~ though spending time on reading is definitely good, i cant keep on like this. i have truly abundant all my uni works & those stuffs i have to finish them in a limited time.

i keep blaming myself, but there's part of me that i cant held doing the same things again & again!!that's y i hate myself~ i am already in my final semester of my Uni life, though i got lots of works awaiting me to complete, and is not proceeding, not even one...damn it!!

feeling that my life is fading away in some unspoken way..what the hell is wrong with me? i m quite tired of being a student anymore but i am not ready to be an office lady yet...CONFUSING period!!

hate the unproductive life of mine now...some1 plz motivate me & inspired me!!

Angel's heart
wat's life suppose to be?

i am reading...

2009-03-14T17:08:00.002+10:30

this book made me cant stop reading it after the 1st page!!

i m badly influence by the movie that i watched more than 2 times~

i m going to collect all Stephenie Meyer books!!

Angel's heart
i love my quiet moment~

unspoken words~

2009-03-11T23:04:00.005+10:30

我张开双手飞向你的世界

你虽然很靠近

但我还是很孤单

在你的怀里

我找不到安全

你让我抓摸不清

但你却了我如指

为什么幸福总是似远似近

为什么你是好人也是坏人

我该怎样选择

如果一却还能重来

我还会执着吗？

Angel's heart
爱你的心，到底何时才是最真的？

hello my world...

2009-03-03T10:02:00.003+10:30

after about 3 months of 颓废-ing holiday at home, yesterday i at last went back to sch again!!this will be my final semester for getting degree, do pray for me that everything will go on smoothly!! i m glad to meet all my classmates again and at least i am surrounded by friends again~ delightful~

today will be my 367 days away from home, n honestly i miss home more & more when each days pass...~ but mum say i can go home after i graduate, that's mean is around JULY...!!most probably i will be home around that time, counting down & looking forward~

summer gone & autumn had creep in silently...saying goodbye to the heat & welcoming the rain...!!is raining outside & i have to go working later on...!! somehow my heart is fill with gratitude & blessing!! what a wonderful morning!!

Angel's heart
我是幸福的~

hog's breath~

2009-02-24T18:36:00.005+10:30

tong's garlic prawn steak

mine calamari's steak

today is a happy day for me so i decide to treat my beloved one a nice and delicious lunch!!as he had been very supportive all this while and be there with me whenever i needed his comfort..thanks!! showing some gratitude~ we had a good time n the environment was fantastic!! i love my day!!

Angel's heart
thanks god for hearing my prayer!!

the ♥ dinner~

2009-02-15T11:14:00.008+10:30

just a simple but luxurious dinner that melt my heart...!!
a night to be remember!!

Angel's heart
一却因你而美丽！！

when happy meet ah nong!!

2009-02-04T17:58:00.007+10:30

hey, why u r so small~

i m small yet i sit on u!

yeah...i win~

my new pillow which can sit up n be totally flat!
how amazing~
i get a new friend for my happy today!!
they are getting well along..!!
smile!

Angel's heart
心心相印~

迷失。。。

2009-02-03T13:37:00.005+10:30

不知从何时开始
发现自己已迷失了

在一个看似熟悉
但却越来越陌生得地方

在里头攒了又转
还是找不到一个出口处

渐渐的已习惯
躲在这个安全的框框
或许再也出不来了

忘了自己的原则
忘了生活的目标
忘了属于自己的空间
忘了什么是我要得幸福
忘了活着的目的

迷失在不属于我的你得世界

如果不曾拥有，或许就不会尝到失去的痛

心碎了我还炫耀！！

Angel's heart
我恨我爱你~

freaking HOT!!

2009-01-29T13:26:00.003+10:30

from monday, the weather here is totally insane. The temperature reached highest 45°c everyday, it is said to be the hottest days since 70 years. My goodness, how am i going to survive if this kind of weather continue? During night time the temperature will only drop till lowest 33°c...wtf!! air-condition, ice-cream, cold water is a need for me now. Sun screen & sun glasses is a MUST when i go out everyday. poor me...spending summer here is not as fun as i think..!!the hot weather is melting me away...#^$%#^@&*@$...

Angel's heart

heat heat go away....

happy Ox Ox year..!!

2009-01-26T15:06:00.006+10:30

this is the 1st year i am not celebrating Chinese new year back at home. At first, i was quite excited about that but when the real day is getting near or till today, i was kinda feel left out. We did have our reunion dinner together with some friends, this is the 1st time i understand that preparing all the food to be serve are very tiring, thanks mum for preparing so many delicious & marvellous food all these years without even complain (i miss mum's cooking)..=(! though is tiring, in my heart i am feel with joy cause every1 enjoyed the food so much & is glad to work hard for those u loved.

when the clock's tick to 12, everything around me is so quiet...no firecrackers at all!!but mum did make an effort to call me at 12(m'sia) time & let me feel the heavy festival atmosphere there!!aw...i miss home so much~

Today is the 1st day of Chinese new year but seem that is just a VERY NORMAL day for me, i woke up pretty late & din do much things. This is the part i hate cause i should be going to home visiting if i am back at home!! During dawn, we did went to China town to watch some lion dance performance which is not even as good as those back in M'sia.

this is how i spent my Chinese New Year at foreign country!! quiet & peaceful...this lead me miss home some how more!! is so good to be at home i always think that!!

Angel's heart
best wishes throughout the new year~

my confession!!

2009-01-25T13:34:00.003+10:30

i m acting like a totally insane lately.
i throw my temper times & times cause of something small on you...
i even did something stupid & mad on you...
cause of impulsion i even book a flight to perth just to run away from you...
i made everyone i love worry about me...
i know i m very wrong this time cause i made an important decision in such a rush...
& at last i don even wanna be responsible on what i ve done...
i know i am not mature enough that's why i always mess everything up...
i feel bad about everything i did recently...
we had a heart & heart talk trough all those detail we used to quarrel of...
we both apologized to each others
that's how everything solved.

at last, i decide not to run away this time but face it.
today is Chinese New Year eve,
i wanna do my new year resolution cause i think i never did it...

1. Put more effort in my study.
2. Be a girl with wisdom.
3. Be more patient & control my bad temper.
4. Love God, my family & myself more.
5. Be a good girlfriend.

Angel's heart
rainbow do appear after rainy day!!

我的心情~

2009-01-24T11:17:00.002+10:30

别再为他流泪 - 梁静茹

你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好就算了心情很干脆

他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉

每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后管他是谁

Angel's heart
我真的累了。。。

our sunday~

2009-01-18T17:52:00.009+10:30

juicy+sweet+fresh strawberries!!

yummy!!

melba's chocolate factory~

mout lofty summit!!

we went to hahndorf today cause i was longing to try strawberries picking all this while and today we at last went visit the strawberries farm!!yeah...!!so happy~ though the sun is a little bit too sunny but i enjoy myself in the farm, picking all those big red juicy strawberries!! the result of no putting any sun screen on my skin, i got sunburn!! i m definitely getting darker tis summer!! sigh~ however, is a great day going out with those i close to~ *hugs*

Angel's heart
this is how life should be~

my 23rd bday!!

2009-01-11T00:29:00.006+10:30

when the clock's tick to 12...

me & him~

with lucie(my new housemate) & angeline~

i held a little BBQ at home last night as my birthday celebration. close fren were invited & we just spend time sitting together n talk. i love my birthday tis year, n i got everything i wishes for. more pic can be seen in my facebook as i face a lots pro uploading pics here...!!i had lots of fun last night and of cuz i was surrounded by people tat loves me...!!

thanks you for those who remember my birthday and had sent me all thier wishes from everyway!!love u all~ even mum sent an e-card for me...i m so so touch!!Big thanks for god grace, without him i will not be here n enjoying my day!!i know i am always pampered..!!

Angel's heart
blessed birthday too!!thank you!!

twilight~

2009-01-05T11:26:00.002+10:30

last night we went for movie, Twilight is the choice. i personally like this movie a lots, it is so touching. is a very girly movie i can say will only make girls keep talking n thinking about it after the movie. after all, i did enjoy myself in the cinema~

Angel's heart
i wish u r the one who can complete me....

happy 2009!!

2009-01-01T18:57:00.003+10:30

my new year started nicely with fireworks at Glenelg beach!! after that we went to a cocktail party where i knew some new friends. i took a video of the firework n had upload it in facebook, so no picture will be shown here..!!

i got a new housemate this year, she is an aussie girl. at last i got a girl housemate, i m really happy about that and people she is very very pretty, i like her a lots. hope i can show u all her pic soon!!we get along pretty well tat's y i am invited to her fren's cocktail party last night. it was my 1st time attending aussie style party, they were all very frenly n nice to us. we drunk and danced...having fun...!!

the new start of everything...

happy new year to all!!

Angel's heart
blessed new year!!

merry christmas!!

2008-12-25T22:52:00.004+10:30

ho...ho...ho...
merry Christmas~
i love this festival a lots but tis year nothing special to me!
talked to mum, dad & lil bro just now
i was filled with their loves
though i am so far away, they still made me feel warm!!
i managed to send out some Christmas cards too
though not every1 appreciate it, it is still my heart!!
i m on vacation from tomorrow..
hope i ll enjoy my trip!!
everyone
have
a
BLESSED NEW YEAR!!

Angel's heart
my love for you is shaking...

happy winter solstice

2008-12-21T16:58:00.004+10:30

passion fruit juice + mange glutinous ball that ready by ME~

though i am far away from home i still celebrate this festival, cause i m typically CHINESE!!
when i m young i used to have lots of fun making glutinous ball with my grandma, mum and sister. i used to make those flour paste into the shape i like, with smiley face, long one, short one square one any kind...when i m around 8 years old, i really did eat them too.
when i grew elder, i realize the round round ball bring the meaning of reunion, how wonderful it was. and i never dare to change the shape again!! there is a tradition that said after eating glutinous balls one would grew elder by a year...i m so sad, cause i m another year elder by today!!
i only liked my glutinous balls with something sweet...i am always a sweet tooth girl who liked everything sweet!!=P

Angel's heart
when u know, u r not alone!!

my new love~

2008-12-20T20:15:00.002+10:30

present to u my new camera!!
hope to capture every memory in my life!!
will be going to road trip soon!!
looking forward!!

Angel's heart
fill with love...

与欢乐的人同乐~

2008-12-19T15:00:00.003+10:30

my love for devil~

most important thing that cant be forget in the ceremony~

2 devils~

vivien, singee, debbie & me~

me n james~

今天是开心的一天！！
或许都感染了身边人的那份喜悦。看见他们个个都戴着毕业帽，在所有家人的陪伴下见证他们的荣耀，这种感觉好棒哦！！真的很替他们感到高兴。朋友的祝福不断，不停的拍照。。。好希望把那些每好的时间一一留下来。或许最近发生的事让我真的体会到要戴上这顶帽子真的得好好的下把功夫，真的不容易，十分感慨, 很多感受！！

anyway, 与欢乐的人同乐~ i m pretty happy today!! blossom flowers in my heart...somehow missing home more!! waiting for my graduation n really do hope it ll be a darling scene as well!!December is a month full of love n joy...most of my fren here is having their graduation & Christmas is just around the corner...!! fill with grace n wonderful things...!! thanks god~

Angel's heart
congratulation to all fresh graduate!all the best in future~

amazing grace...

2008-12-17T15:54:00.002+10:30

devil went to Sydney for holiday and brought me back.....

various type of chocolates

krispy kreme..

last week was really terrible for me, i nearly break down. however, god listen to my prayer. everything i was worry bout turned up to be ok again. Thanks god for his grace, his plan is always unexpected and had given me more than i wished for. thanks for those friends who always by my side supporting me n given me comfort. i really appreciated u all~

i m doing ok again...so dont worry!! happy holiday every1...
looking forward for coming Christmas!!

Angel's heart
love u all...*hugs*

the worst week ever...

2008-12-13T19:11:00.002+10:30

everything went so badly this week...
everything bad happened continuously...
i don know wat should i do?
i m now at the bottom of the world...
i m really depress...

GOD...
i beg u, please make me to be strong. Strong enough to face everything i m being trough now...i feel so weak inside. But if this is your will, please give me an obedience heart to follow...!i m too timid to walk alone without ur guidance...amen!!

Angel's heart
pray hard for me...

a meaningful post...

2008-12-05T21:46:00.003+10:30

i read this from Kevin's blog few days back..
i thought it is meaningful, so i grabbed it from there...

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，

但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？

也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。

也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。　

也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。

也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，

你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，

你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，

你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，

心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，

不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，

但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，

很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，

但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心他，总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，

才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，

有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...?是谁呢？

很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，

最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，

可惜一些本来很好的友情，

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，

如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，

这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，

表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，

要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，

你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。

也是可惜，也是遗憾！

但还有没有可能是另一种情况，

你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . .

if we are just friend, maybe there's many unnecessary misunderstood can be avoid. we can still be close, many things we won't be so mind about, no harsh feeling, no depressing, no hurt or pain...if u asked me do i regret to move forward? i ll tell u i really do...

maybe sometime beautiful things should be kept as how they are meant to be. Once they are destroyed, one have to be responsible to make things right...but can some1 tell me how many ppls do seriously take the responsibility to make them right? the process of making it right is a tough journey, how many would walk till the end? how many will be over exhausted during the journey...?

while reading the article, a few ppl did cross my mind...i tell myself secretly in my mind...how lucky i am...and of cuz i m always glad that we r JUST FRIEND~

Angel's heart
Hey～我真的好想你!!

finally!!

2008-12-03T15:17:00.002+10:30

today i m employ!~
after 3 hours serving..i m employ!!
at last i m earning extra money...
to fulfill my long long Christmas lists!!
i wanna go shopping...
as soon as possible!!
yippie.....

Angel's heart
happy day~~

xoxo

2008-12-01T01:13:00.002+10:30

how many times i tell myself i don wan to cry but those tears just rolled down from my eyes uncontrollable. i don want to be weak, i m not weak...i m not!!

there's something not right with me, but i don't know or maybe i don't really wanna face it!!that's y i m frustrated, so pissed off with myself!!

i knew i m not alone, but y do i still feel so alone~

recently i m very emotional without any particular reasons. many things bothering me i guess... or maybe i m just too afraid to lose u once again!!

n when i really need some1 to talk with...my head is blank!!mom called...n i knew i disappointed her though i wish to talk more but i cant!!i scare i ll burst into tears again~i wish to escape but i cant...this is something i ve to learn how to deal with!!i really don wish u to worry bout me, u r the last person in this world that i would like to bother cuz i wan to be a big gal!!i wan to handle thing like a mature gal~

God,
i really need u to make me strong!!i know i m a sinner...i rely on u and trust that u got ur plan!!
sincerely i prayed. Amen~

Angel's heart
有时，爱也是种伤害.残忍的人，选择伤害别人，善良的人，选择伤害自己~

Tien~

2008-11-29T23:05:00.003+10:30

the menu~

pork with cashew nuts

crispy n spicy lamb

香葱鸡！！

our Saturday day out will always ended with luxury dinner!!
i m 100% pampered~

Angel's heart
3 words 8 letters....

cherry picking~

2008-11-23T17:30:00.004+10:30

today we went to Norton Summit. the reason we went there is actually looking for job during this summer holiday!!we din manage to meet with the owner, but we did go in to the cherry farm n had a peep!! Wow...i have so much fun~ 1st time in my life see real cherry trees with so much red spot hanging up there!! temptation!!my hand cant stop picking those red red cherries!!DELIGHTFUL~ end up we got a full bucket of free fresh cherries~ but is illegal la...cuz we din even get the permission to go in!! SssHhhh.....=P

Angel's heart
end of exam, start of holidays!!

struggling period~

2008-11-14T20:24:00.003+10:30

I'm bored of studying!!
don't know what's the notes talking about!!
looking at my notes drive me crazy~
ARG~
HELP ME!!
exam exam
go away
don't wish to see u~
counting down 6 days....

Angel's heart
夏雨诗

sunglasses~

2008-11-07T13:28:00.005+10:30

my 1st designer sunglasses~

his Ray Ban~

Angel's heart
booty of the day~

dinner at wah hing~

2008-11-05T23:13:00.002+10:30

salt & pepper squid~

pi ba tofu~

crispy chicken with ginger sauce~

us~

the menu~

Angel's heart
Love is what makes you smile when you're tired!!

2008-11-03T17:05:00.002+10:30

Counting down 17 days to my final exam!!

2 subjects only!!

then i ll be free...

HOLIDAYS

for

3 months

!!!

Angel's heart
jia you~

time to read!!

2008-10-31T15:42:00.002+10:30

a bag full of great stories!!

my 1st choice~

another nice book~

maybe not maybe knows actually i like reading...!!enjoy the quiet moment to myself...!!since the currently reading 'Lessons in Heartbreak' by Cathy Kelly is almost finishes so i decided to visit the nearest book store in my sub-urb. And i got myself 2 nice books, which i ll spend most of time reading tis coming holiday i hope~

Angel's heart
i m giving up on you~

困扰

2008-10-29T13:31:00.004+10:30

常常问自己

我该如何爱你？

明明知道你心里还有她的影子

我却在假装的不介意

这样很累

可是我却不知该怎么办

因为你早已溶入我的生命里

成为我生活得全部

想戒也戒不掉

所以才会恨自己

因为爱你~

这样的相处方式到底对吗?

是我不懂得如何爱你

还是对你来说我的爱是一种奢侈

我很困扰，很无奈，

但却无法改变什么。。

期待让人越来越沉溺!!

Angel's heart

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念

somtimeS...

2008-10-27T23:36:00.003+10:30

You tell me you're in love with me
I wanna believe in everything that you say cause it sounds so good

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
Sometimes I'm naughty
Sometimes I'm unreasonable
Sometimes I'm silly

but all I really want is to hold you tight
treat you right
be with you day and night

Thanks 4 pampering n showering me with ur love all this while...
ur patient, ur tender, ur care, ur good, ur sincerity, everything...
ve given me strength to walk together with u once again...

Angel's heart
imagine me without u~

Nando's!!

2008-10-23T19:35:00.008+10:30

the menu!!

me n the cocky table number!!

close in heart always~

the napkin !!

our family meal!! big portion!!

before...

after!!

today is her Chinese birthday and her official birthday ll be 5 days away from today!! so we went out for lunch b4 having class!we went to Nando's since i never been there!!enjoy every minutes with her doing all kinds of stupid stuff together!!u know wat i mean!! glad to have u always!! happy birthday to my devil~ all the best for u!!**hugs**

Angel's heart
when u r clear of what u really wan, just go for it!!

forgetful~

2008-10-22T22:19:00.005+10:30

today i did something stupid again!!
here the story began....

he is bothering where to find some 2nd hand bicycles which is cheap so he can cut them up to fix his final year project. i tried to lend a hand so we tried with the bicycle shop which is juz few steps walk from our house, but they suggested us to get from Cash Converter as the price there will be more convenience. so we came back n start searching for the place. we called n get some information. we also successfully find a bike tat only will cost us around 50 bucks, so we decide to go there n ve a look. we drive all away from our house to Henley beach...is about 30 min i think, i was so happy as i can go for a drive.we at last find the shop after several rounds the sub-urb. we went in happily to find the bike, and there is it...we found it. when we decide to pay for it, he look at me. i was shocked so i stared him back like what? feel like so innocent again! ( for ur infomation we share an account together so we can get higher bank interest). I told him i din bring my purse, he opened his eyes big looked at me, almost fainted i guess. he is like, how the hell u come out without a purse and u knew u r going to buy something important, and the place is not near!! at the end, we can only go back with 2 empty hands!! how stupid it is!!

Angel's heart
i am who i am~

bomb squad!!

2008-10-20T20:23:00.004+10:30

October 20, 2008 01:44pm

A THERMOS has been revealed as the suspicious package left in a city bank this morning, which forced buildings to be evacuated and the bomb squad 'robot' to be brought in.

Around 10am, police and emergency services were called to the National Australia Bank in King William Street after a man in his 40s, was seen to leave the drink thermos in a public area of the bank.

Police quickly evacuated the bank and surrounding buildings, and cordoned off the area, restricting pedestrian and road traffic on the eastern side of King William St.

The police bomb squad brought in the 'robot' which x-rayed the package, and a technician removed it in a large sealed bucket around 1pm. It's been taken away for further testing.

Article from the Advertiser

this is wat happened tis morning in adelaide city!! the king william street is the main road i used to go to sch everyday!!this incident make the main road blocked about 3 hours!! i din really c wat happened but devil Ee was so excited cuz she is someway near when this incident happened as we said to meet at sch around 11 today!! dunno i m lucky or wat? =)

Angel's heart
wat's wrong with the world today?

happy birthday Renex2~!

2008-10-20T15:59:00.003+10:30

me n the bday gal!!

as i had promised u!! i ll buy u the me to you collection!! here it is~ but dunno when u can get it!! let u peek at it 1st la...!!past it to u when i go back!! hop u do like it my dear...!!happy 23rd birthday...haha...!!i purposely wanna remind how old u r de...=P!! missing u tonnes!!hugs~

Angel's heart
冷漠　有时候并不是无情只是一种避免被伤害的工具 !!

~blue angel~

故事

thankful thursday!!

working life....

角色！

敢爱敢恨！！

爱自己！！

不开心。。。

今天我最大！！

成长篇～

幼稚！！

chinese new year!!

过年咯～

the home sweet home time!!

happy 24th to myself~

sound of my heart~

wedding dinner!~

latest update!!

Hate being sick!!!

♥ broke!!

最熟悉的陌生人～

the dog!!

简单～

童言童语~

9 to five~

visitng aunty in perth!!

04.08.09

gold coast -- 20.07.09

brisbane day 2 -- 19.07.09

brisbane day 1 -- 18.07.09

happy birthday to daddy!!

reply for being tag~

breaking dawn!!

holiday mode on~

exam mode!!

waving goodbye to my uni's life~

when...

goodbye autumn~

最幸福的事~

男人！！

wine wine night~

rainy days...

BUSY!!

when words are not sufficient...

raining...

living alone...

i am not alone~

安静。。。

缺了一块的心~

不舍。。。

30.03.2009

in need of motivation!!

i am reading...

unspoken words~

hello my world...

hog's breath~

the ♥ dinner~

when happy meet ah nong!!

迷失。。。

freaking HOT!!

happy Ox Ox year..!!

my confession!!

我的心情~

our sunday~

my 23rd bday!!

twilight~

happy 2009!!

merry christmas!!

*happy winter solstice*

my new love~

与欢乐的人同乐~

amazing grace...

the worst week ever...

a meaningful post...

finally!!

xoxo

Tien~

cherry picking~

struggling period~

sunglasses~

happy winter solstice