is all end...

爱多少早知道

*我的头发已全部剪掉
你指定的发型我现在不想要
我再也不会抱着你聊
聊那些以前以为有的未来
对你说的话
现在想起来多可笑
请你别太计较

#早知道我会爱得受不了
就该随身带着一把剪刀
把所有我不爱的画面都去掉是否我会更好

△早知道认识你像玩高空弹跳
拉扯你我爱的距离忽大忽小
也许认识我的时候你就知道
你对我的爱有多少


Is time to end up all my suffer n unhappiness...
I cant believe that u lie me...
Suddenly i feel that i m so stupid to believe u all this while...
But in ur heart i never mean anything...
U made me fall in love in u...
U make me believe in u...
But at the end, i get nothing...
i don understand how can u trample all my heart like this...
Now i realize everything is just a beautiful LIE....
U ve hurt every1 tat love u with their heart...
maybe u never never care how i feel...
i m the 1 who always give myself reasons to believe in u times n times...
Now i learn a lesson...DO NOT BELIEVE PPL SO EASILY...
I won cry...cause u don worth my tears...
cause in my heart i clearly know tat i m juz a chessman in ur game...
n now is GAME OVER time...
END END END....
Feel release after i know everything....
everything is so clear now...
u ll get lost in my life...
i ll move on....MOVE ON...with freedom~~
thanks GOD....!!

my week....

darling ivy+ me!!

starfishes...!!

the beautiful sea side view....


It ve been a busy week 4 me...at last i had complete all my assignments 1...n prepared to hand up~ so happy....hop i can score lo...though i don really ve much confident...!! Completion of assignments 1 means assignments 2 is hand out...sigh...y homework ll never never stop??FAINTED...

Last weekend (Saturday), i went outing with church youth...though is winter now...guess where we went???...i went to beach...!!4got the name of the beach...haha...but is a nice place...i liked it...!! we built sandcastle, walked around n BBQ...is FUN FUN FUN~~~~~~ though is cold but i enjoy it!! especially i got ivy as companion...haha...we r in the same group, same car... actually quite surprise when i 1st c her in church...though i know she is in adelaide..but never thought ll meet her...haha...now she is attending the same church wif me...i m glad to meet her...!!thanks god!!

those pic r taken during outing...nice scenery...n i catch some starfish...is tiny n soft...feel so different...!!
Guess tis week end perfectly under God blessing...!!

Lif3....

Assignments are making me crazy..!! Next week is when my 2 assignments due...one on mon n another one on fri...n the coming week 2 mores going to due...HELP!!...See all those book i borrowed 4 reference...! In my whole life, i never been so hardworking running in n out library almost everyday, some more read so many books..but 4 my assign..i ve to do tat...sob sob...!! Guess ppl change due to different environment & friends... haha...This is Uni student's life i guess...& honestly i like it...



My favorite snacks and tit-bites haha...big portion...some more...!!Once start eating them u just cant stop it...haha...TEMPTATION MAN!! So it is not surprise that i m gaining weight...AR...I HATE IT!! Y it is so hard to control my weight...??? can some1 give me some tips for keep fit...so i can continue taking all those junk food i liked...!!haha...don suggest exercise...i m too LAZY 4 that...!!hehe....

Strawberries....red red big big juicy juicy....though now still not really the seasons yet..bought it when it is low price...my favorite b4 dinner...!!

Thanks God 4 giving me a great life in a wonderful place...thank you 4 everything...!!

Everything around me....

My Lovely Space














School started last week...i m taking 4 subjects this semester & my timetable are quite free. I ve no class on wed n thurs...2 free days 4 me..!! Tis sem no exam 4 me..only assignments...hope i can do well. So far everything is just nice & fine for me...

My daily routine is like woke up, prepared, wait 4 bus, lecture, went home, sat in front of my husband (notebook) then be pig...life is just nothing different like i used to be in my college time. Guess the only thing different is the ppl around me now...like last time i got 3 house mates...but this time is all guys...yeah..one of them is tong and another 2 are from church...they were both working ald...so hardly c them during day time. I miss irene, cindy n a lin mo...miss u gals lots...miss those time we spend our free times having fun in hostel n sharing all our secret together...here after school i can just spend rest of my time in my room which i called my lovely space...haha...i like my room...cause is so warm n its belong to me...all the things inside is mine...ALL MINE...but the only bad thing is...it is very lonely...

Though me n tong r living under one roof, we only meet each other at night time too. We ve different timetables n now he start his part time job ald ll only be home after 9. I need a girl friend...some1 that can accompany me do lots of things, talk bout girl things & share my everything...
I know i m a big girl ald...i m trying to be very independent...i do most of the things myself...till now i haven shade any tears though i m so far away from home cause God had given me enough strength n grace... thank you!!

Life is consider peaceful n great here...ppl here are friendly n nice...new friends were helpful too...actually i ve nothing to complain...just kinda miss those oldies days in sibu which i ve all my funny n cute friends with me...haha...miss my family...miss my flowers n miss my sista jing...

Starting to get use of everything around me ald...this is life...move on move on....time wont stop 4 u...so add oil...!!